Things are a little better with me; I am handling adverse encounters a little better, recovery times are improving. Still reacting, still popping, still need to sit down and center. Often. More work required.
Interesting week. Getting back into the work groove, getting my head around issues the way they need to be dealt with. Unfortunately, it is that time of year when the craziness is extra-compressed and urgent. Everyone at work is on tippy-toes, they are so high-strung. And me in the middle of this trying to avoid that; *sigh.*
Due to my schedule being involuntarily pushed back, I am in the midst of rushing testing to determine feasibility of different options, depending on how much money we don't have, including benefits and consequences of the different scenarios. Loathe that; goes against my need to plan things out. And because there are too many loose ends, the anxiety level goes up. But this needs to be done.
On a more positive note, I had the opportunity to help a dear friend, one that has become a soul-sister (if those still exist) to me, to try some personal work get her creative juices going, and find her "happy place." No pressure to produce. Seeing the joy on her face, "watching" the mind at work seeing the possibilities and the creativity that is flowing is actually helping my own healing process. Between that and finally getting her to meet another friend in real life for the first time (been working on this one for awhile), and them hitting it off. So awesome. Working on the rest of her family; I get to be mento-uncle, hehe...
Major warm-fuzzies. Yes, that dates me. And sometimes, "I'm okay, you're okay."
I leave you with a new in old-kine style, kinda bassup looking picture of the top the the Honolulu Civic Center, from the window of my temporary work space. It was a nice day, that day. Now, stay raining. But rain is good. Yes.